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books, with a peculiar interest in this way, as I remember sitting up half the night to read Paul and Virginia, which I picked up at an inn at Bridgewater, after being drenched in the rain all day; and at the same place I got through two volumes of Madame D'Arblay's Camilla. It was on the 10th of April, 1798, that I sat down to a volume of the New Eloise, at the inn at Llangollen, over a bottle of Sherry and a cold chicken. The letter I chose was that in which St. Preux describes his feelings as he first caught a glimpse from the heights of the Jura of the Pays de Vaud, which I had brought with me as a bon bouche to crown the evening with. It was my birth-day, and I had for the first time come from a place in the neighbourhood to visit this delightful spot. The road to Llangollen turns off between Chirk and Wrexham ; and on passing a certain point, you come all at once upon the valley, which opens like an amphitheatre, broad, barren hills rising in majestic state on either side, with "green upland swells that echo to the bleat of flocks" below, and the river Dee babbling over its stony bed in the midst of them. The valley at this time "glittered green with sunny showers," and a budding ash-tree dipped its tender branches in the chiding stream. How proud, how glad I was to walk along the high road that overlooks the delicious prospect, repeating the lines which I have just quoted from Mr. Coleridge's poems! But besides the prospect which opened beneath my feet, another also opened to my inward sight, a heavenly vision, on which were written, in letters large as Hope could make them, these four words, LIBERTY, GENIUS, LOVE, VIRTUE; which have since faded into the light of common day, or mock my idle gaze.

"The beautiful is vanish'd, and returns not."

Still I would return some time or other to this enchanted spot; but I would return to it alone. What other self could I find to share that influx of thoughts, of regret, and delight, the fragments of which I could hardly conjure up to myself, so much have they been broken and defaced? I could stand on some tall rock, and overlook the precipice of years that separates me from what I then was. I was at that time going shortly to visit the poet whom I have above named. Where is he now? Not only I myself have changed; the world, which was then new to me, has become old and incorrigible. Yet will I turn to thee in thought, O sylvan Dee, in joy, in youth and gladness, as thou then wert; and thou shalt always be to me the river of Paradise, where I will drink of the waters of life freely!

There is hardly any thing that shows the short-sightedness or capriciousness of the imagination more than travelling does. With change of place we change our ideas; nay, our opinions and feelings. We can by an effort indeed transport ourselves to old and long-forgotten scenes, and then the picture of the mind revives again; but we forget those that we have just left. It seems that we can think but of one place at a time. The canvass of the fancy is but of a certain extent, and, if we paint one set of objects upon it, they immediately efface every other. We cannot enlarge our conceptions, we only shift our point of view. The landscape bears its bosom to the enraptured eye, we take our fill of it, and seem as

if we could form no other image of beauty or grandeur. We pass on, and think no more of it: the horizon that shuts it from our sight, also blots it from our memory like a dream. In travelling through a wild barren country, I can form no idea of a woody and cultivated one. It appears to me that all the world must be barren, like what I see of it. In the country we forget the town, and in town we despise the country. "Beyond Hyde Park," says Sir Topling Flutter, "all is a desert." All that part of the map that we do not see before us is a blank. The world, in our conceit of it, is not much bigger than a nutshell. It is not one prospect expanded into another, county joined to county, kingdom to kingdom, lands to seas, making an image voluminous and vast;-the mind can form no larger idea of space than the eye can take in at a single glance. The rest is a name written in a map, a calculation of arithmetic. For instance, what is the true signification of that immense mass of territory and population, known by the name of China, to us? An inch of pasteboard on a wooden globe, of no more account than a China orange! Things near us are seen of the size of life: things at a distance are diminished to the size of the understanding. We measure the universe by ourselves, and even comprehend the texture of our own being only piece-meal. In this way, however, we remember an infinity of things and places. The mind is like a mechanical instrument that plays a great variety of tunes, but it must play them in succession. One idea recalls another, but it at the same time excludes all others. In trying to renew old recollections, we cannot as it were unfold the whole web of our existence; we must pick out the single threads. So in coming to a place where we have formerly lived, and with which we have intimate associations, every one must have found that the feeling grows more vivid the nearer we approach the spot, from the mere anticipation of the actual impression: we remember circumstances, feelings, persons, faces, names, that we had not thought of for years; but for the time all the rest of the world is forgotten!-To return to the question I have quitted above.

I have no objection to go to see ruins, aqueducts, pictures, in company with a friend or a party, but rather the contrary, for the former reason reversed. They are intelligible matters, and will bear talking about. The sentiment here is not tacit, but communicable and overt. Salisbury Plain is barren of criticism, but Stonehenge will bear a discussion antiquarian, picturesque, and philosophical. In setting out on a party of pleasure, the first consideration always is where we shall go to: in taking a solitary ramble, the question is what we shall meet with by the way. The mind is its own place;" nor are we anxious to arrive at the end of our journey. I can myself do the honours indifferently well to works of art and curiosity. I once took a party to Oxford with no mean eclat showed them that seat of the Muses at a distance,

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descanted on the learned air that breathes from the grassy quadrangles and stone walls of halls and colleges-was at home in the Bodleian; and at Blenheim quite superseded the powdered Cicerone that attended us, and that pointed in vain with his wand to common

place beauties in matchless pictures.-As another exception to the above reasoning, I should not feel confident in venturing on a journey in a foreign country without a companion. I should want at intervals to hear the sound of my own language. There is an involuntary antipathy in the mind of an Englishman to foreign manners and notions, that requires the assistance of social sympathy to carry it off. As the distance from home increases, this relief, which was at first a luxury, becomes a passion and an appetite. A person would almost feel stifled to find himself in the deserts of Arabia without friends and countrymen: there must be allowed to be something in the view of Athens or old Rome that claims the utterance of speech; and I own that the Pyramids are too mighty for any single contemplation. In such situations, so opposite to all one's ordinary train of ideas, one seems a species by one's-self, a limb torn off from society, unless one can meet with instant fellowship and support.-Yet I did not feel this want or craving very pressing once, when I first set my foot on the laughing shores of France. Calais was peopled with novelty and delight. The confused, busy murmur of the place was like oil and wine poured into my ears; nor did the mariners' hymn, which was sung from the top of an old crazy vessel in the harbour, as the sun went down, send an alien sound into my soul. I only breathed the air of general humanity. I walked over "the vine-covered hills and gay regions of France," erect and satisfied; for the image of man was not cast down and chained to the foot of arbitrary thrones: I was at no loss for language, for that of all the great schools of painting was open to me. The whole is vanished like a shade. Pictures, heroes, glory, freedom, all are fled: nothing remains but the Bourbons and the French people! There is undoubtedly a sensation in travelling into foreign parts that is to be had nowhere else: but it is more pleasing at the time than lasting. It is too remote from our habitual associations to be a common topic of discourse or reference, and, like a dream or another state of existence, does not piece into our daily modes of life. It is an animated but a momentary hallucination. It demands an effort to exchange our actual for our ideal identity; and to feel the pulse of our old transports revive very keenly, we must "jump" all our present comforts and connexions. Our romantic and itinerant character is not to be domesticated. Dr. Johnson remarked how little foreign travel added to the facilities of conversation in those who had been abroad. In fact, the time we have spent there is both delightful and in one sense instructive; but it appears to be cut out of our substantial, downright existence, and never to join kindly on to it. We are not the same, but another, and perhaps more enviable individual, all the time we are out of our own country. We are lost to ourselves, as well as our friends. So the poet somewhat quaintly sings, "Out of my country and myself I go."

Those who wish to forget painful thoughts, do well to absent themselves for a while from the ties and objects that recall them: but we can be said only to fulfil our destiny in the place that gave us birth. I should on this account like well enough to spend the whole of my life in travelling abroad, if I could any where borrow another life to spend afterwards at home!

T.

A SEA-SIDE REVERIE,

How light and lovely is that parting hour,

When, swath'd in lambent gold, the autumnal sun
Centres upon the west his pomp and power,
And tells in glory that his work is done?
How deep the joy, at such an hour to shun

All that the expanding spirit might control;
To seek, in solitude, the Eternal One,

Where the wide waves their glorious vespers roll,
And muse the voiceless thought, and gaze the impassion'd soul !

The shoreward deep like molten emerald glows;
The distant burns with quivering rubies gay ;-
As, o'er its bower of green, the crimson'd rose
Shoots into air, and trembling drinks the day:
Each keel that lordly ploughs the crashing spray
Furrows its course in foam and light behind;
Around the bark careering sea-fowl play,

With sidelong wings to woo the breeze inclined;
While the hoarse ship-boy's song floats mellowing on the wind.

Pregnant with light some sprinkled cloudlets swell,
In burning islets, o'er the illumined west,-

Long to retain the lingering sun's farewell,

Like the last smile of Love on Grief impress'd.

Day sinks, but triumphs as it sinks, to rest,

Like Virtue lightening through the grave to Heaven :-

Yet, even on earth, what more than earthly zest

To the rapt spirit's sun-ward glance is given,

While thus it springs to drink the glassy gold of even!

A world of light and music!—Many a breeze
Pants on the wave, and trembles to the shore,
Whispering its love-tales to the dimpling seas,
And fleeting, soon as its light vows are o'er.-
Oh! these are hours when the poor soui may soar,
In dreamful blessedness to climes above,-
May join the beings it had loved of yore

In starry spheres of cloudless light and love,

Where through the bowers of bliss the immortal waters rove.

Lo, the proud Mount!* whose form, in graceful sweep,
Dyed with the last hues of the year and day,

Curves, like a forest-rainbow, o'er the deep,

Which heaves, all foamless, round its sheltering bay!

Pilgrims of Beauty! ye who, far away,

Roam where poetic deserts sadly smile!

Gaze here, and own-Can distant climes display

A scene more rich than yonder gorgeous pile?

Oh! ere you leave her, search your own unrivall'd Isle !

For who, with human heart, could ever roam

Through scenes and hours like these, nor prize them high

Hail the green land that girds his childhood's home,

And cease for brighter suns and realms to sigh?

* Mount Edgcumbe.

"Vain-very vain"-to search a distant sky

For charms profusely sparkling o'er our own:
For he who seeks, will find beneath his eye

All that can teach what Genius e'er has known,
And bid the heart aspire to Glory's Alpine throne.

Low sinks the sun,-and dim, o'er shore and sea,
Steals a transparent shade, of deepening gloom;
And louder swells the wave's wild melody,

As if its tones might fill the sun-light's room:
Now comes the enchanted hour, when Fancy's loom
Weaves o'er the visible dark her mystic charms-
Calls forms from Heaven, or wakes them from the tomb,-
All that the weak or guilty soul alarms,

And with Elysian dreams the mourner's spirit warms!

List! heard ye not, amid the pausing surge,
Some more majestic and unearthly tone;

A strange deep sound-Day's momentary dirge-
At whose lone voice the waters hush'd their own?

It seem'd the sighing and sepulchral moan

Of Syren, wailing in her sparry cell,

O'er powers and charms no longer fear'd or known:
And wild and sad that mermaid-voice did swell,
As, o'er the dusky heath, the distant funeral bell.

'Tis hush'd and o'er the darkening waste once more
I hear the waves, and sea-bird's desolate cry:
The nearer waters melt into the shore,

While their far verge is blended with the sky:
The star which lovers worship, gleams on high;
And, traced in glittering fragments on the main,
Binds Heaven and Ocean in a golden tie-

Type of that bright and more than mortal chain,
Which links young hearts, where Love and Love's sweet
witcheries reign.

J.

ON AN INTENDED REMOVAL FROM A FAVOURITE RESIDENCE.

ADIEU, beloved and lovely home, adieu!

Thou pleasant mansion, and ye waters bright,
Ye lawns, ye aged elms, ye shrubberies light,.
(My own contemporary trees that grew
Even with my growth,) ye flowers of orient hue,
A long farewell to all! Ere fair to sight

In summer-shine ye bloom with beauty dight,
Your halls we leave for scenes untried and new.

O shades, endeared by Memory's magic power,
With strange reluctance from your paths I roam!
But Home lives not in lawn, or tree, or flower,
Nor dwells tenacious in one only dome ;-

Where smiling friends adorn the social hour,
Where they, the dearest, are-there will be Home.

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